S.T.A.L.K.E.R

Salam semua. Aku nk story mory nan korang sket mlm niey.

Hmm. Pada malam yg hening niey . .

Aku rasa sedih. Speechless. Emotionless. Heartless. Eh jap. Heartless tu maknenya ape? Tidak berhati perut ke? Eeeeiiuuu tak tak. Eh jap aku google jap ...

Mr Google? Ding dong? Wait.. Tanslating..

Heartless = Kejam OMG. Delete delete delete balik that word. Jap aku reverse balik that word dgn kereta idaman aku neh, 'suzuki swift'   Ohmy jangan jealous korang hihi. Not heartless but feelingless. Entah lah weh. susah nak describe feeling aku kat korang skrang nieh.  Korang bayang je lah feeling aku mcm neh sekarang.

When you cant verbalise how you feel today .

Wait ! aku tak kate 'exactly' gineh. aku cakap MACAM gini. ALMOST gini la kot. Hmm -,-

Aku rase menyesal pulak jadi stalker fb orang arini. I am very shocked and speechless for what i get hurh. Hmm.....

Smua yg aku taktau psal diri dia aku dah tau arini . spatutnya dari dulu agy aku patut realize yg muka macam 'tu' mmg impossible lah tak double. I mean, impossible lah dia single. Entahlah weh. susah nak describe. yg aku tgok tu, gambar dia masa awal tahun.  after 'exam besar' i guess. cuti 'EXAM'. 

Ishh aku takleh mention detail sangat kat sini takut tuan punya badan baca ! Arr seriously aku tak nak kau baca Mr.

i dont want you. no. no. no. Yes no. Yes or no ? -,-  "

I dont want you.Cara awak texting dgn orang lain pun lebih kurang same jea. saya taknaklah orang mcam tu. mungkin  aku syok sendiri. 'Own shock'   sakit kan clap with one hand? eh no lah. Its feelingless clap with a hand. You clap air? clapping water vapour, feelingless aite? . In reality, it hurt guys. Surely it hurts admiring someone which i guess he's not having that feeling too .

tapi yang peliknya ramai kawan aku cakap aku tak Own Shock. Mcm nk explain yg ade tanda2 dari dia yg dia tu mungkin lah ade feeling gak kat ... tapi entahlah aku tak sure. Tak berani nk buat andaian

Conclusion = Don't hope too much on something that you're still in doubt about it. Sia sia je kan aku rindu kau setengah pengsan. My little junior was right about her statement about 'love'

'We should'nt miss someone more than we miss Allah' Astaghfirullahalzim....

Please forgive me, Allah. Please guide me to your Jannah. Please please please guide my family, teachers, relatives and all my Muslims friends to your Jannah. Amin..

  Bye awak . Assalamualaikum .